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This is dedicated to Pee-yar (Pierre) and Alicia..

I feel so lost..
So lonely..
I cry out in pain yet no one hears me..
Everyone’s deaf to my cries of pain..
Please Please anyone..

This knife goes in so deep..
Bang! The shot rings through my head.
Deep slumber is the way for me.

My heart aches.
My friends gone.
‘Rents hate me..
All I have is a pair of kitty ears.
Meorw. Why can’t anyone hear the plea of a little kitten?

This knife goes in so deep..
Bang! The shot rings through my head.
Deep slumber is the way for me.

I lost the one I love so dearly.
He went off and shot himself in the head.
Why me? Why couldn’t they answer his pleas?
Now I sit alone..
Holding a gun..
Wondering..
“Should I do it?”
“Or should I break the chain?”

This knife goes in so deep..
Bang! The shot rings through my head.
Deep slumber is the way for me.

Alicia please..don’t do it. Pierre wouldn’t want you to. ((No I’m not talking about Pierre from Simple Plan you other people)) he even said for you not to. Please..Alicia..

My heart leaps up.
I can’t see I can’t breathe.
Is this love? Or some mirage like in the desert?
Is this the feeling people in Hollywood feel when they meet
their celebrity match?
You hold me tight when I cry.
I don’t wanna leave your arms.
I’ve grown accustomed to the warmth of your arms.

Is this what I’m feeling?
Can this be the one thing I’m needing?
I can’t tell. All I know is that,
You may be the one..

Why can’t I sit still when you’re around?
Why do i fidget and no get the words out
when you ask a question?
I try so hard it just can’t get out.
Why does this have to be me?

Is this what I’m feeling?
Can this be the one thing I’m needing?
I can’t tell. All I know is that,
You may be the one..

I laugh when I see you smile that goofy smile.
I grin when you run around acting stupid.
I cry when we part each others arms.
Why can’t I control my emotions?

Is this what I’m feeling?
Can this be the one thing I’m needing?
I can’t tell. All I know is that,
You may be the one..

Ami (me friend) wanted me to write something about lurve.
This ish what came out. Wrote it *really* quickly.
YOU HAD BETTER BE SATI-SIFIED!!!! lol

The demons in my head are making me go insane.
Is it the drugs? The achocol?
Who the fuck knows.
I get the feeling death is gonna appear on my doorstep.
Bearing gifts of sorrow and defeat.

Let me wash my pain away.
Watch as my head unclouds.
The misery of it all disapears.
As the void of darkness overpowers me.

The needle goes in so deep.
I don’t cry. I can’t feel the pain.
It’s all there but it cannot be felt.
Cries of sorrow cries of “Why?”.
Defy the pain and maybe I can live to see the day.

Let me wash my pain away.
Watch as my head unclouds.
The misery of it all disapears.
As the void of darkness overpowers me.

Let me bring this bottle to my lips.
One sip blackness overtakes my head.
I cannot feel a thing.
Maybe I should just end this all.
Bring the knife to my throat.
More screams of “Why?”
Why can’t you leave me to my misery?
The drugs are overtaking..I can’t feel shit.

La La La…a new song. Same old shit.
>.<
Uhh…yea..
Once more a lil confusing. I’m sure you can figure it out though. ~^

Anyway…I’m sitting in my room waiting for deener to be done.
And I’m waiting for Billie Joe to get on (I want to show him these)
Oh and I’m waiting for Tre x3.

BYEEEE

(Don’t be suprised if I post a new song later)

The rage of america.
Flag gone down the post.
Yet there are no riots. No rebellions.
People complain. Yet they sit there and do nothing.

Crying out into a empty void.
People wonder where life ends.
They want to escape this nightmare they helped create.

People sit in the street
Not knowing what the fuck is up.
They cry out. Unanswered they take matters into their own hands.
Bang goes the gun. They sit in a pool of blood.
Family members cry out in pain. Wondering where they went wrong.
The goverment sends out the condolences.
They don’t mean shit. They don’t care.

Crying out into a empty void.
People wonder where life ends.
They want to escape this nightmare they helped create.

Children stare at their parents.
Sucking on their thumb.
The parents stare back. Helpless and defeated.
Money is the key thing.
Yet so many have so little.
Who knew such a good thing could be bad?

Crying out into a empty void.
People wonder where life ends.
They want to escape this nightmare they helped create..

Eh..I don’t know why I wrote this. I think it’s cuz I was looking listening to American Idiot. (Great Song/Album) heh…I personally thinks it makes NO sense but that’s for you to decide..

my heart beats with regret.
the tears fall I cannot forget.
why do I have this funny feeling of being lost?
I can’t stop this feeling without you.
I just wanna be with you get this pain of my head.

Wake up. Let the tears fall down.
Let me see the crimson blood fall from your hand.
Don’t let me fall as the pain becomes overwhelming.

I watch as you left.
My tears fell so freely.
The stain of what you did I carry around.
I can’t get it out.
I think I may be going crazy.

Wake up. Let the tears fall down.
Let me see the crimson blood fall from your hand.
Don’t let me fall as the pain becomes overwhelming.

The drugs don’t help. Neither does the achocol.
Nothing can ease the pain of you being gone.

Wake up. Let the tears fall down.
Let me see the crimson blood fall from your hand.
Don’t let me fall as the pain becomes overwhelming.

Yea it sucks. So sue me. Psh..like you can sue an 11-year old.

>.<
Uhh…yea…doesn’t have a name…

La La La..
Yea ’tis the actual Selphie and not my Dad.
>.<
Anyway..
As you prolly have guessed my dad gave me this so I can use it to post my so-called ’stories’ (psh..they suck I swear they do). He says it’s so I don’t have a bunch of text files on my desktop.
Uhh…hello? Crimson Tears? mhm..yea..anyway…

I’m gonna go. Tre’ll leave if someone isn’t on SPR. And yea..>.<

((Haha Billie’s passed outt! He had way to much to drink! Na Na Na!))

This is my new BLOG!