Weeee!! I just wrote alotta these outside…^______^
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This feels so REAL.
Must be the drugs reacting.
I gotta get outta here..
It’s making me go insane..
This is gettin overwhelming.
I’m becoming PARANOID.
The demons in my head are drivin me to the brink of insanity..
I’m watching the time tick by..
Scattered pills and bottles litter the floor.
Still I sit..
Repeat Chorusx2
Armageddan’s here for me.
Death’s knocking on my door.
Blood drips from my wrists.
I’m all alone again..not worth living.
Repeat Chorus.
Nameless
Maybe I should pack my bags. No one needs me here.
I’m just some nameless loner trying to fit in..
Knockin on Heaven’s door.
They don’t want me.
Knockin on Hell’s door.
They’re afraid of me.
Just like everyone else.
I’m all alone again..
Everyone left me.
They don’t give a shit.
I’m not who I think I am.
I’m just nameless, wandering around.
Repeat Chorus
Everything I WROTE.
Is a part of my RAGE.
Lied hurt and beaten.
I’ve become a fucking MONSTER.
Drove insane I hope you all ARE FUCKIN HAPPY.
Repeats chorusx4-fading.
City of Death
I walk alone..
This empty street, this empty town..
It’s all gone…I’m walking a dead street.
Walking alone..This city’s dead. No one
hears my cries of pain. They fall on
dead ears. Why can I just be free of this torment??
Walking down Main Street.
Broken doors, shattered windows.
I wanna go back to the carefree childhood I once had.
Repeat Chorusx3
Guns lying on the streets and sidewalks.
Might as well take one and end this all.
Fed lies by hypocritical bastards..
Lifes just not not worth livin..
Repeat Chorus
This city’s goin down now..
Burnin flames in my eyes.
I’m living this place, with the horrid memories, BEHIND!
Repeat chorus
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Shunned from society..
I got nowhere to go..
The drugs aren’t enough..
I need to get OUT!
Shh fall asleep to the demons whispering..
It’s all over soon. This place is gonna drift away…
These voices won’t go away..
My name is lost..I’m nothing now.
Driven insane, blood drips down steadily.
Repeat Chorusx2
My life’s tickin away to the time of the clock on the wall.
Everything I was drifted away to the depths of insanity…
Repeat Chorusx4
That’s all for now..
I’m gonna go wreeeiiittteee some more…
Fuckload of songs for you all. =)
Invisible Girl
She’s sitting in her room.
Tears going down her cheeks.
Eyeliner and mascara blending in with her tears.
Chorus:
She’s invisible.
She’s disapearing now..
Her dreams..her hopes..
Everything’s leaving her now..
She feels like dying..
She’s an invisible girl..
Her parents don’t know her “little secret” hidden on her arms.
No one knows..No one cares.
She just keeps on crying, her world breaking up before her.
*Repeat Chorus*
She’s all alone. No one understands her PAIN. The tears aren’t enough..
*Repeat Chorus x2-
*Unnamed*
We’re going out.
It’s all over.
This is place is so dead.
With all the HYPOCRITES.
Lied and tricked, we’re going insane..
*Chorus*
We’re all dead..
Died with those government bastards.
Might as well get those coffins ready..
Now all we do is sit infront of the tube.
It’s useless..nothings gonna change..
*Repeat chorus x4 while fading*
Life’s Game.
I’ll watch you fall.
Fall down those steps called LIFE.
*Chorus*
It’s such a difficult thing to grasp.
Most don’t make it…
Some pull the trigger..
Other’s O’d.
It’s not my burden to tell you not to touch the stove.
You’re gonna do it ANYWAY. So why the fuck try?!
*Repeat chorusx2*
You think it’s funny..
Think it’s a game with no rules.
Think you can just LAUGH IT OFF.
I’ll see you in everlasting fuckin hell.
*Repeat Chorus 3x while fading*
That’s all for now =D
Feel free to leave commentos.
*Edit*
I changed where the Chorus ends on the unnamed one. =)
-yawns- Yay..only two more days of school…-_-”
I dun wanna go to school today though…all we’re really doing is turning in books and shit like that….
Oh well..
Swimming was fun yesterday…chlorine hurt like a bitch on my eyes..Had to sit with Bambi and co during lunch. ((Kaitlin:*giggle* Give me a bite of yout sandwicxh before it reaches the the jelly1! *giggle)) *pukes**ahem* anyway…
JR’s suspended so is Keagan…they got in a fight on the bus. Keagan won I think ((w00t!!)) JR got a bloody nose and it seems there was blood on a seat ((AmberAshby got some on her pants xD)) Umm….
Billie wanted to arrested yesterday…why…I don’t know…and it seems the day before Tre had said “YOU SUCK WANNA FUCK?!” to a cop….o____O. ((Cops DO suck…))
Sooo yea…
Joey’s computer crashed..so he hasn’t been on…-sniffles-
Nyway…gotta go to stupid school…..-sighs-
Buh-bye.
YAY I GET TO GO SWIMMING!! I’m wearing my rainbowbow ((Haha Katherine :P))((inside joke)) swimming suit. =D. I feel pretty…oh so pretty…lol.
Annyyywwwaaaaayysss…Only like…2 more days of school. Tuesday though, is a free day where we play outside….ALL DAY BITCHES!! Yup Yup!!!
I’m having a sleepover for my birthday!!! It’s gonna be…Cheala ((but if I can’t find her then I’ll give Hailey, her invitation..)) Katherine and Emma…=D
Sooo yea. Is aaaalllll good. Haha..we’re gonna stay up listen to music and annoy my dad and Victoria….well…not Victoria…mainly cuz she’s cool. She can help us annoy my daddy dearest. =) -smiles innocently- ooo…We might also watch POTC…haha…”SAVVY?” “SARA…SHUT UP!!” Oh god…happy memories…
I hope Billie does somefin for my b-day -pokes him with a stick- Naw..I’m joking..you’d prolly still be in Germ of any. ((Get it? Germ of Any? Germany?))
Anyways…ong!! just realized the baby might be born on your birthday Billie Willie!!!! ONG!! -falls over- ow..
Anyway must go…I think my dad’s waking up Victoria…and I wanna pet Ebony s’more..
And daddy dearest…dun make me get stabby with YOU.
Mmkay..
First off…there’s like…4 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL!! YAAAY. w00t w00t!
((Haha..the l33t train…chugga chugga chugga W00T W000000T! xDD))
Second…Gee thanks for commenting Brock. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside ((Please..notice sarcasm…or be thrown off a cliff)). At least SOMEONE has the balls to comment on dun dun dun…”Scary Sara’s Blog” because it seems JR and Dervontis are…to scawed..awww…
Maybe I should go force Jason to comment…and if he doesn’t I’ll have him eat only bugs and drink only……uhh…MILK!! AND NO BEER OR RED BULL!! Haha..no I’m not that cruel..xD
Uhh…Brock you do need to stop playing football..otherwise Kyle’s binder is going to be thrown out the window and hopefully into orbit.
Argh..anyway I gotta go…to my stupid bustop..that shall take me to my stupid school…and to my stupid idiotic classmates -sighs- My brain level is already dropping..actually that’s from my sharpie..ANYWAYS..Byeeee!! And Brock if for some reason your reading this…I shall see you at school…and PLEASE PLEASE Please!! Try not to use so much exclamtion points…makes you seem overly hyper.
Oh..god…-falls over from laughter- DERVONTIS YOU CRACK ME UP!!!!! ahahahaha!! -gasps for breath- OH GOD….DO YOU REAAALLLYYYY THINK I’M GONNA BELIEVE YOU WHEN YOU SAY I’M GOING TO SAFE SCHOOL?! FOR WRITING WHAT I WANT TO WRITE?! OHHH….YOU ARE *SO* FUCKIN FUNNY!!!! SOOOOO FUCKING FUNNY!! AHAHAHAHAHA!! -tries not to die from laughter- AND YOU TRY SO HARD TO INTIMIDATE ME!!! AHAHAHA…YOUR ATTEMPTS ARE BEYOND PATHETIC…DO YOU GET THEM OUT OF “INTIMIDATING PEOPLE FOR DUMMIES”?!
CUZ DAYUM!!!! Okay..’nuff of teh caps.
-aherm-
Anyway..
Dervontis……do you REEEAAAAALLLY think I believe you when you say Mr.B’s gonna put me in Safe School? Haven’t you ever heard of ‘Freedom of Speech’? Hrmm? And at that…would you rather me slit my wrists and be all emo? Instead I’m taking a CALM way to take out my anger…and if you haven’t noticed…I haven’t threatned anyone..nor will I. Personally…if I had to threaten ANYONE it’d had to be the whole entire human race…but I’m not going to because it’s not in my nature.
xDDDDDDDDD
By the way Dervontis….please stop trying to act ‘cool’. It makes you look like a dork =D
-Sara P.C Auriki Selphie uhh…Cupcake and Princess (Grr Billie Joe!! You got Jason to call me that to!!! >________<)
Sidenote for Brock who I think is going to this today because he asked for the link ((Was that a run-on? eheh..sorry))-Scroll down to see my EARLIER message for everyone..this is just mainly a message for ‘Big Dog’ ((…where the hell did he get the name anyway?)). Oh..and…stop playing ‘football’ plzkthnx =D
And because I’m in a ’sweary’ mood…I’m going to swear:
fuck shit…umm..bitch…damn…bastard…asshole….uhh..mind blank…ssooo that’s all for now! ^_^
Okay not a whole lotta time butttt….
I’m cool…I’m happy…uhh…..I like…um…
CHICKEN!!
And kitty ear…miiinneee…anyway..I gotta go..uhh…yea…I talked to Billie last night…even though it was like…2 something in the morning there xD. Him and Jason had TWO cups of chocolate syrup ((Tre and Mikey had one))
URGH BYE!!
Well…time for another letter to you a–holes at school.
Most specifcally…-coughJRMichellemountbigdogcough-
-ahem- Sorry…I have a cough =)
Annnyyyyywwwwaaaaayyyyy….
Now you little insolent retards who prolly have no brain,
Shut up…I’m serious…just…shut…up. It’s not hard…you close your mouth and bite your tongue. See? Easy. Even a baby can do that. We don’t want to seem stupider then a BABY now do we? Hrmm…? No? Then shut it. Eesh…
Next up, If your gonna talk to me…talk to me using sense plzkthnx. I have to drop to ‘Stupidity’ whenever I talk to you. I’d like to refrain from doing that if I can. =D
Thirddddd….Why the F-CK do you care what I wear? Get over it…move on..better yet..MOVE TO MARS!! You silly litte fruit loops ((Haha…NOT A FRUIT NOR A LOOP!! Haha Billie!!!!)). Stop worrying about me and start wondering about how your going to actually not get killed in this thing called….wait for it….the REAAAALLLL world. I know…such a FRIGHTNING thing isn’t it?
Buuuttt…we all have to go there SOMETIME in our life…we can’t be like Peter Pan can we?
Next up on ze Agenda…ohhh..yes…Religion. I am a Druid. I do not do ‘magic’. I am not a ‘witch’. I am not a Jew…nor am I a ‘Tree-Hugger’ ((Even though Druids DO apprieciate nature)). I am tolerant of Christians and Catholics…so long as you don’t go into a preaching sermon during the middle of f—ing school. Or anywhere for that matter. I personally do not like Catholics…I have a very good reason NOT to. They killed raped and basically slaughtered most Druids. So yes…I do have a very good reason. Would YOU be mad if people came in and raped the woman? Killed the men when they where trying to make PEACE? That’s what I thought.
About my Kitty ears…GET.OVER.THE.FACT.I.WEAR.KITTY.EARS. I WEAR KITTY EARS BECAUSE I CAN! GET THE F-CK OVER IT. I WILL NOT TAKE THEM OFF. AND NO BROCK…THEY DO NOT HELP ME HEAR YOU RETARD. >______< GOD Are you people REALLY that f---ing retarded?! 'Cause obviously you are...a drunk TRE has more common sense then you all...and Tre does stupid s--t when he's wasted ((-coughsmashthelaptopcough- ..wait..that's all four of them..xD)) I like my kitty ears...get over it...and I swear...if I see ONE PERSON..copying me...I swear I will go mental...and then I'll go into rehab...AND REHAB SUCKS!!!!11!! ((LYKE ONG!!11!! BILLY JOE IS SOO0000OOO HOTT!!11!!! haha...TEENIE IMPRESSION!! lol Rochelly))
Anyway I have to go eat breakfast…and I’m gonna take a showe cuz I can..and..get all ‘purtied’ up ((I’m kidding Billie…don’t you dare start calling me Princess again you b-stard..))…naw..just kidding…actually I’m gonna get all…PUNKED UP!! Haha..no..Punk died in the 80’s…uhh…GOTHICED UP!! …no..not gothic…EMO!! No…Emo’s for retards..uhh…I KNOW!!! I shall go be….MYSELF!! Which includes…..NO PLATFORMS!! ((Haaaahaaa Billie!!!))…actually I might wear my platforms…okay..seriously…I gotta go now..
OH!! And if you’d like to try and talk to me USING COMMON SENSE AND TRYING HARD NOT TO BE INCREDIBLY STUPID add me on msn selphiemako@hotmail.com
Now..I’m off to take my shower…
And eat breakyfast…YAY BREAKYFAST!! ((No Billie..it’s not going to be Veggie Lasagna…))
-Sara P.C Auriki Selphie..uhh..OH Cupcake!! And….-coughs- -sighs- princess..((I SO hate you Billie Joe Armstrong -sniffle))
OH!!! A few shoutouts: Cheala you rock…uhh BILLIE YOU SUXXORS!! I’m kidding…Jason: I really reaaallllyyy hope the baby doesn’t inheriet your stupidness…if it does…it’ll be a catastrophe,…..((I’m kidding)) Tre…your…cool…..AND FUNNY!! Mikey…quit eating squirrels…otherwise I’ll hurt you…Rochelle…Your…still weird….but das cool!! Mom(Kathy)….ROCK ON MOMMY!!!!!!!!!! ..oh and could you like get dad out of his mental state?
Sit alone in this filthy shithole.
Watchin for a sign of life.
Oh my I think I’m losin my mind.
These feelings are makin me wonder why…
Must be the fumes from the sharpie.
Pinprick there.
Let’s all drift away to dreamland.
It’s all so fuckin better there.
Let’s all jump the bandwagon and ride on there.
The windows bolted shut.
Can’t find the screwdriver under all the crap.
So I’ll just sit here wondering if I’ll ever cease my giggling.
Flinch when footsteps are heard.
Must be a sign of insanity.
On the count of three let’s all shout “Wee!”
Pinprick there.
Let’s all drift away to dreamland.
It’s all so fuckin better there.
Let’s all jump the bandwagon and ride on there.
Where’s my destination?
There’s nowhere to go.
I got nowhere to go.
Come and get me.
Marker hangin limply from my hand.
Drool runs out of the corner of my mouth.
T.V’s saying something, but I can’t register what in my brain.
Must be….goin insane.
LIKE WHOA. Yeaaa…anyways..dusn’t havea name…bleh..anyways…yea…uhh…feel free to leave comments ect…or you can contact me on MSN—-> selphiemako@hotmail.com
Oh and..don’t bother asking me what ’tis about. Figure it out your own damn self =P
Yes!!!! I’m making a new story!!!! THAT MIGHT ACTUALLY GET FINISHED!!! I KNOW!!! SHOCKING!!
Anyway….
CHAPTER ONE.
“Sweet home…take me away in a whisper…” a small voice sang out in the empty streets
of what used to be New York City.
“Send my regards to my family-Oh shit!” the voice turned from singing happily to panic. The
empty streets were filled with a clanking.
“Fuck!!!” The voice shouted into the street. “Please..NO!!”
The clanking stopped.
The voice no longer shouted.
It was still again.
Marana sighed flipping through the documents Jordan had just given her.
“Dammit…one of our best officers gone..” she muttered pushing open
a door leading to a small metal office.
“Sir!”
“As you were..” Slate turned around from were he was standing. “Who’s dead now?”
“….Riko….” Marana said softly. “In Sector 2081.”
“DAMMIT!” Slate punched his fist in his desk. “That’s the 6th death we’ve had in Sector 2081…”
“…and all of them being some of our best…” Marana added quietly.
“I don’t want anyone near 2081 until we’ve figured out what the fuck is going on…got it?”
“Yes sir…” Marana sighed. “I’ll go tell them immediatly.”
“Kiro….KIRO!!”
Kiro Shineko mumbled and turned over bunching up the sheets in her right hand.
“KIRRROOOO WAKE UP!!”
“leame aloneeee”
“Dammit Kiro..if you don’t get up I’m going to whack you..”
“Okay Okay…I’m up..” She yawned stretching her arms.
“Hiya Jordan!” She said grinning.
“Why the happy face?” he asked scowling.
“I always wake up with a smile dumbass”
“Whatever…anyway…there’s been another casaluty.”
Kiro blinked.
“Another…?”
Jordan nodded.
“Sector 2081…Riko. Seems a 65730 model got her. Marana already told us not to even go near
2081 until we’ve figured out why everyone’s dieing there.”
Kiro nodded fumbling with a button on her shirt.
“Was it really Riko?” she asked quietly.
He nodded.
“Yea…it came with pictures…really…bloody ones..but it was still Riko nonetheless…”
Kiro frowned.
“Why did they have to come? Why?!” She punched her bed trying to keep back tears.
“No one knows why the Dirvenches came Kir…you know that..”
“If only…If only the war wasn’t going on at the time..then…then…” she trailed off.
“Then nothing…we would have been taken over anyway…”
“Whatever,” Kiro said “I’m going to get dressed…out..”
Jordan nodded and walked off closing the metal door. It closed with a THUNK. And reminded
Kiro of the mechanical clanking of the metal monsters. She shivered slightly.
Shrugging she grabbed her white tank at the same time pulling off her night shirt.
Putting it on quickly she looked around the small room. It wasn’t large..nothing was huge these days.
Her bed stood to a corner a dresser next to it. On it stood two pictures of her parents who died
during the Invasion. Across from the dresser stood a small metal fridge.
Kiro frowned pulling off her night shorts and pulling on her regular ones. Grabbing
a pair of black knee highs she quickly put them on her feet being cold without the warm blanket.
Grabbing her boots she walked over to the fridge opening it and taking out the orange juice.
Opening it she took a drink then put it back grabbing a already hard-boiled egg.
She walked back over to her bed sitting down. Setting the egg aside, she quickly laced up
her boots then grabbed the egg again. She cracked it on the edge of the dresser took of the shell
then threw it away in the small wastebasket. She stood up.
“…and they thought the Depression was hard..” she muttered taking a bite of her egg and walking out.
Little information: This is on Earth. It was invaded during World War 4 by the Dirvenches a alien race who use robot ‘monsters’ to kill of any rebels. ((Explained in later chapterssss…)) There are seperate models and you can usually tell what type killed who by looking at the wounds.
That’s all for right now…:P Feel free to add comments…whatever…blah blah blah..