Hey, Emma…you reading this?
I KNOW YOU ARE CAUSE I GAVE YA THE LINK!!!!!
hahaha!
haha..
ha…
Okay.
Anyway, Hi Emmmmaaa.
Okay, seriously…
I’ve been okay, sort of.
My grandma and Kevin are most likely going to put Cuddles down…
Makes me sad, and I feel like crying.
So, let’s not talk about that.
Umm, Emma got her computer back. Yay. I can talk to her via MSN now.
Yippee.
Uhhh, we got cookies!
YAY! SUGAR!
Uhm, so, there’s a new girl at CMS that Emma hangs out with, Alisa, right?
*sighs*
Onto happier things!
LIKE ROY!
And…
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Yesssss…
Shirtlessss Roooyyy..
Totally cancels out Armstrong’s shirtless-ness…
(…I’m used to it by now. The man simply DOES NOT WEAR SHIRTS.
Armstrong: …ONE DAY…I WENT FOR A WALK. SHIRTLESS! MUWHAHAHA1 YESSSSS I AM SEXY!)
lmfao.
Anyway, more later…I guess…o.o
-Selph. <3333333
Soo, Halloween is coming up. I either want to be Auriki from Advent to the End, which won’t be hard, all I’ll need is blue hairspray and some cheap little water pistols. Put on my black slacks and find a Auriki-y shirt and voila!
I ish Auriki, ready to kick ass and take names. Of course, I could totally freak people out by talking to “Renia”
Me: OH SHUSH RENIA! NO! I won’t LET you come out! *pause~~~* HELL NO! Remeber what you did LAST time? You got DRUNK and RUINED the couch Riku and I bought!
in all honesty, I love roleplaying as Auriki and Renia. The two just constantly bicker at each other.
Auriki: …you’re being awfully nice today.
Renia: I know. It’s because I plotting for the next time I come out. I plan to wreak havoc and steal candy from babies.
Auriki: YOU HORRIBLE PERSON!
Yeaaa, either that or I’d want to be Ayu, my FMA character. Once more, blue hairspray. I’d near a pair of white gloves though. I’d also need a, like…a plastic silver pocketwatch. Of course, I could go without it and if anyone asks, “*shifty eyes* I don’t want Scar to find me! I’m a State Alchemist, he’ll KILL ME! KILL ME I TELL YOU!”
All I’d need then is someone as Scar to jump up and be like, “A STATE ALCHEMIST? DIE MOFO! FOR ISHABALLA! AND FOR MY BROTHER! AND FOR MY BROTHER’S LOST PENIS!”
….
I could totally go dressed as Ayu to a con one year, and if I ever get a boyfriend…I’ll make him dress as Scar.
JUST SO WE COULD DO THAT.
It’d be frikkin hilarious, considering his brother DOES lose his dick trying to ressurect his dead fiance, (…You can just SEE the results there.
Scar’s Bro: YOU’RE BACK! But uh…
Lust: What is it, darling?
SB: …um…*mutters*
Lust: Hmmm?
SB: …my dick is gone. The Gate took it.
Lust: …you’re shitting me.
SB: No…*sniffs*
Lust: *SLAP* I’M *OUTTA* HERE. My name isn’t LUST for anything you dick-less FREAK.
SB: *BAM*
I make myself sad, 
)
I don’t really care if I’m ‘too old’ for trick-or-treating. I mean, REALLY, IT’S FREE-FUCKING-CANDY. I don’t see why no one’s all over this shit like a fat kid over cake.
SERIOUSLY!
Which reminds me that I’m going to write a Halloween special for my Roy story. >=D Yessss, it involves Ayu using Ed to go trick-or-treating.
MUWHAHAHA! I’d do it. Jeez, you could get away with it too, I mean Ed looks like he’s 12 although he’s what? 14?
>=D Yes, I’d be using Ed like a drug addict uses drugs. ED WOULD BE MY *SLAVE*
NO, not my SEX slave. That’s reserved for ROY.
ROY WOULD BE MY SEX SLAVE that I’d feed my chocolate to that I got from using Ed.
SEE? IT WORKS OUT.
Hughes of course would be my bodyguard. All I’d have to do is tell him he can show his pictures of Elysia to ANYONE who comes near me.
BAM! No one’d would come NEAR me.
Anyway, there’s this girl in the FMA roleplay I’m in..
…..
“Edo-kun”
DO NOT CALL HIM “EDO-KUN” ONLY PEOPLE IN THE *ANIME* AND *MANGA* CAN CALL HIM THAT. OKAY? I SWEAR, I WANT TO KILL HER BECAUSE SHE CALLED HIM THAT.
I do not call Roy, “ROY-KUN.” No, I call him Pyro because that fits him and it’s rather funny.
AND YET, I DO NOT ADD ‘-KUN’ TO THE END OF IT. “PYRO-KUN” SOUNDS SO *HORRIBLE* IT MAKES ME WANT TO VOMIT UP LITTLE BUNNIES.
>.>
Anyway.
I’m hungry…so, I guess I should go make myself something. Hard boiled eggs sound really good actually.
Mmm…with lotsa salt and pepper. >=D <3
And tonight…I’ll be able to watch COS without it skipping! Cause Shey’s letting me watch it on her computer when they go to bed.
YAY-NESS! *does happeh dance*
-Selphie <333
I did it with good reason. …I had to do it. I did not consult my dad…
Maybe it was a mistake, I don’t think it was. Even if it is, I will still learn from it. I’ll talk with my dad, adult to adult…not child to adult.
Am I scared?
Perhaps.
But.
This is a point in my life in which I have to take charge. Get rid of this once and for all. I’ll do it…cause I’m my dad’s fianna.
I’ll do it because I can
I just finished watching Ep.25 of FMA.
I cried.
I cried hard.
Hughe’s death…
…I cried.
“Oh SELPHIE, it’s a FUCKING MAKE BELIEVE character! GET OVER IT!” you say.
Fuck you.
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.
Anime and video games are important to me. I get attached to the characters.
Hughes…Hughes is tied as my top fav character in FMA.
I loved him a lot. He was a great guy. He loved his family.
And you know what?
The Hughes family reminds me of our clan.
Duo, Shey and I.
Duo loves Shey and I alot. He compliments us, he tells others how great we are.
Hughes- constantly tells everyone how much he loves his wife, Gracia, and how much he adores his daughter, Elycia. He loved the two a lot.
See why Hughe’s death hit me hard? I didn’t cry a little either, I was sobbing.
He did everything he could possibly do for the ones he cared and loved. He died, trying to help Roy reach his dream to be Fuhrer and change Amestris.
Hughes. You were a great man. A very great man.
Rest in Peace, Brigadier General Maes Hughes.
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…
Yea.
I’m bored.
……
I suppose I could go watch Naruto.
But then the “Lazy” part of my brain goes, “..No. No. Let’s just sit. Be lazy, because being lazy is so much more fun.”
Yea.
My grandma’s in the hospital though, =(. She has an pneomaina, (yea, I hate that word. It’s o hard to fucking spell!) and she coughed/sneezed so hard she cracked her vertabrae.
=(
One, an pneomaina isn’t good for someone at her age, and at that she has cancer.
…..
Yea.
So.
Yea.
Anyway wants to fuck with me, feel free. You’ll be sorry as hell, =D
Anyway.
I’m just bored…kinda hungry, but too lazy to really make anything…>.>
*sighs*
I want to play video games.
…
Blah.
Okay, that’s it, fuck you Lazy brain, I’m watching Naruto .I have nothing else to do.
-Selph
…I swear to god, my mind is completly warped.
No, really.
I CAN’T BELIEVE…I AM..
A FUCKING FANGIRL..
OF FUCKING JIRAIYA.
It’s like I have a love/hate realitionship.
On one hand I hate him….cause I like him so much.
And I like him…cause…well he rocks. I’d let him peek on me all the time!
Fuck, I’d be happy as hell if I was the inspiration for one of the Icha Icha books, (…one, cause i mean, I’d be inspiration. Two, Kakashi READS those books…>.> hehe…)
But anyway,
I have to say this FUCK YOU JIRAIYA…I MEAN THAT IN A NON-SEXUAL WAY. BTW, I STILL LOVE YOU.
=( One day, I’m going to end up going crazy and running around telling everyone I’m a chicken, I can just see it now.
Anyway, my hand is healing pretty well. I have it splinted so I can’t bend my wrist, which is helping quite a lot, actually =D
I still want to play video games though. and I’m pretty sureI can with my splint on…>.>
Buuuttt, the PS2/PS1 isn’t hooked up.
So. I can’t.
Dammit!
And no one’s on, so I can’t bug anyone…>.>
*sighs* So, I guess I’ll watch more Naruto…and giggle at Jiraiya’s peeping woes. =’( I am so sad. or, in Shinji Ikari’s words, “I’m so fucked up.” (Granted of course, he says this after jerking off to Asuka in a Hospital…>.>)
BUT, must go!
-Selphie, who is totally insane.
so i do have cts, and because i have to rest it, (particlarly at night, im serious, right now i have pain shooting up my hand and shit and its twitching a bit) excuse my non literate-ness. its kinda hard to type with 1 hand.
anyway,
im really bored. i cant do much, i can draw…but that gets boring.i can read, (currently reading the witching hour), but i cant do that constantly, ill once again get bored. i cant type very well, so im taking a break from all the rps im in, (except maybe ATTE, i have to talk to aya) i cant play video games (1 cause the ps2/ps1 isn’t hooked up, 2, cause that’d involve me using my left hand.) so really, i cant do much because of fucking cts.
fuck you cts. fuck you.
ive taken aspirin, which really…doesnt help. and yea.
fucking hell.
i wish mark had another tv so I could watch movies in the lr, but no sadly he does not.
so, im off to go stare stare at the ceiling, cursing cts and off/onn reading twh.
fuck.
-a very annoyed/pissed of selphie D=<
I don’t know what the hells wrong with it.
It’s begining to hurt now though..
Before, it was just…numb. Kinda like it was constantly asleep.
It’s getting to the point where I’ve just stopped using it, I just can’t anymore. I don’t type with it really, and I rarely keep it up completly straight, it’s like…constantly curved.
And it’s not just my pinky really..
It’s like…from the top of my pink..
Down to about 3/4 away from the end of my palm.
I really don’t know what to do..it’s bothering the fuck outta me, =( and I’m really sick of it. I really just wanna chop the damn thing off.
EDIT:
I’m 99.9% sure I have Carpal Tunnel Syndrome:
Here’s what I got from a site,
(Note: here’s the actual site, as I’m not gonna put the whole thing - http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/carpal_tunnel/carpal_tunnel.htm )
“Carpal tunnel syndrome is a painful progressive condition caused by compression of a key nerve in the wrist. It occurs when the median nerve, which runs from the forearm into the hand, becomes pressed or squeezed at the wrist. Symptoms usually start gradually, with pain, weakness, or numbness in the hand and wrist, radiating up the arm. As symptoms worsen, people might feel tingling during the day, and decreased grip strength may make it difficult to form a fist, grasp small objects, or perform other manual tasks. In some cases no direct cause of the syndrome can be identified. Most likely the disorder is due to a congenital predisposition - the carpal tunnel is simply smaller in some people than in others. However, the risk of developing carpal tunnel syndrome is especially common in those performing assembly line work.”
*nods* Pretty much what it feels like…TT_TT
“Is there any treatment?
Initial treatment generally involves resting the affected hand and wrist for at least 2 weeks, avoiding activities that may worsen symptoms, and immobilizing the wrist in a splint to avoid further damage from twisting or bending. Nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs, such as aspirin, ibuprofen, and other nonprescription pain relievers, may ease pain. Cool (ice) packs and prednisone (taken by mouth) or lidocaine (injected directly into the wrist) can relieve swelling and pressure on the median nerve and provide immediate, temporary relief.”
Well, fuck.
If I can’t go on my computer…then I’m fucked.
FUCKED I TELL YOU. I cannot stay away from it for two weeks, doing nothing.
SHIT FUCK DAMN..
Maybe, I don’t have it…yea…
What do you all think? T_T
I have
The Most
fucked up dreams.
I think it’s why I didn’t like sleeping when I was kid and would wake up at the crack of dawn.
They’re not scary as in, “OMIGOSH SOMEONE’S GONNA KILL ME.”
No…they’re FREAKY. Especially the one I had a kid with the Red Dragon, and by “Dragon” I mean a dragon that’s a combination of pictures of cool looking ones…and Dragon Tale, Dragons.
Yes, I know.
“WTF SELPHIE!” (Let’s not even get started on the one with Willy Wonka’s son..)
Okay, so last night, I had this weird dream where I was making…soup. Chicken Noodle to be exact.
….
This is where it begins to freak me out…
A LOT.
JIRIYA, (spelled that wrong…>.>) FROM FUCKING NARUTO, WHO’S A PERVERT…A *SELF-PROCLAIMED* PERVERT, COMES OUT…AS SOME SORT OF JUDGE.
AND FOR SOME ODD…*ODD* ODD REASON, WHEN HE SAYS IT SMELLS GOOD AND THAT I WIN…
I feel all, “YES!! HE LIKES IT!! DAMN! I FRIKKIN LOVE HIM!”
Basically, fan-girly ish.
So now, I’m afraid that I’m attracted to another pervert, who’s not really all that attractive. I mean, he’s funny, and I like him as a character…
OH JEEZ, I’M SO FUCKED UP. SOMEONE. THROW A BUCKET OF WATER AT ME! PLEASE!
-Selph
Okay, so I have a logo now.
And it has a controller on it..
And after a while I realize…
“Fuck, I’m the goddamn gamer in the house.”
I mean, I play video games a lot more than anyone else. Hell, I breathe video games. I contiunally tell my dad shit about the new FF, I told him countless shit I found out about KH2…
Meh.
I find it all kinda funny considering the fact my dad’s the one who got me playing video games and now I’m a bigger gamer than him.
Every time my Uncle got a new video game I’d play it, (With the exception of Rygar - that game has a fixed camera. I fucking HATE fixed cameras. The only reason I played Devil May Cry is because Dante’s hot, (and shooting the guns WAS fun.), not because of THE FUCKING FIXED CAMERAS.)
Well, anyway. I’ve decided that I’ll start doing game reviews. Not often, mind you. Just sometimes when I feel like it.
kthnxbai.
I suppose you people who read this, not a lot I guess, could suggest games for me to play in the comments. Just know, that I love RPGS. I love them. I breathe them.
kthnxxxx
And for today, here’s a short review on Dark Cloud.
SHORT REVIEW TIME!:
First off.
I never finished the game.
But…why Selphie?! You ask.
Because, after a while the game gets tedious.
It has a very good premise! Don’t get me wrong.
The basis of the story is that there’s a dark Genie blah blah, (obviously he wants to destroy the world - DUH.) and so the King of the world seals everyone and everything into this thing called “Atla.”
And that’s where our story begins, sorta.
The main dude, I don’t really give a shit what his name is, wakes up and is all, “WTFz.” (…Okay, I made it up - the dude never talks. Although his facial expression, expresses, “WTFZZZ!!???”)
You head down into the dungeons,
Now.
I hate the dungeons.
You’ll see why later.
The King dude is down there and states to MD, that he has to unseal all the Atla and restore the worlds.
WHY THE KING CANNOT DO THIS HIMSELF, I DO NOT KNOW. Or remeber. Either one.
And this, is where the game fails.
You spend a good portion of the time, in the dungeons. You fight. You get Atla. You return to surface, when you run out of water and need to heal and such. You position houses/people/ect, and heal yourself.
YOU GO BACK DOWN TO THE DUNGEON AND FIGHT SOMEMORE.
It’s tedious as fuck. It gets boring. Yea, sure there are duels, and boss fights. But by the time you get to a boss, you’re tired as hell of fighting.
And jesus, is it just me, or are the bosses ENTIRELY TOO HARD? It took me a million years just to defeat the first boss! (Called “Dran” or some shiat.)
Yea. So.
I got bored. The premise is there, and it’s good.
It’s just so boring.
Oh, and there’s NO voices. Despite the fact it’s a PS2 game…>.>
Rather annoying.
Dark Cloud gets a 2/5.
There you go.
Enjoy.
Feedback.
I dun care.
I’m off to go make toast…or something.
So fuck ya’ll.
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P.S. I drew Kyota, and made the av. You steal, I’ll make sure to find someone like Lucy and her over to you. Or, I’ll send radioactive mice. Pick your poisen.
