There are things, no one can change. Time travel is as of yet, impossible. You cannot change your mistakes- only learn from them.
I’m angry at life, I’m angry at a lot of things. I’m confused, yes. But, I will stand by my father in his time of need. I will not abandon him like so many others have.
I’m scared for the future, yes, but I can’t change what I don’t know. Just like I can’t change what has already happened.
I do know everything will be alright, I just do.
I’m angry at Shey. Maybe it’s not my place to be, but I am. I can’t help it. Duo needs someone right now, and she goes to Jacksonville. I understand that she needs tim to think and such, but to me…it just feels like when life gets rough…she runs away.
Maybe it’s not my place to say that, but, I just had too.
On my way to school, I though. A lot. I’m terrified, confused, mad. But I won’t let these feelings get in the way. I’ll move on, and if the others lag behind, I’ll jog back and pick them up and carry them. I won’t let our clan disperse. I just won’t, goddammit. I have to be strong, and I will.
This won’t make sense most likely, but I don’t care. The point is, I’m gonna get us through this. I can, and I will. I’m my father’s fianna. The fianna fought for their villages, and I will fight for my clan. Period.
In happy news, I get pizza tonight. Yum.
-Selphie.
