I got my ipod nanoooo. I lurve it. <3
It really lifted my mooooddd yesterday. I got home, put mah shit down, crawled under my blanket and cried.
Dammit, Garret. I swear, I’ve never done this over a boy before…
kljldggkljsd;lkjsd shoot. I’m off to go listen to more songs..
ON MY IPOD NANO! x3
You know what? I wish I was a kid again. You know, when it was ‘cute’ to have a boyfriend or girlfriend. And…when it wasn’t ABSOLUTELY NECCASERY to have one.
Okay. So, I guess I do like Garret. …(no matter how hard I tried to convince myself I didn’t. God dammit.)
And on top of that, Hinkle told me he thinks Ryan H. likes me cause he talks about me all the time.
great.
I totally wanted this. fuck, I hate this sometimes. WHY IS BEING A TEENAGER SO HARD? At least realitionship-wise.
feeuuccckkkk.
Okay. Done.
Oh, and if for some reason Brant finds this:
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, I AM NOT GOING OUT WITH GARRETT. He’s not my boyfriend. and if you say “…yet.” I will kick your ass. Caculator racist!!!!1
-SELPH
You know, sometimes, I honestly hate the drama that comes with being a teenager.
I honestly hope Garrett does still like like Alex, and not me.
Cause 1) I dun want Alex to be mad at me.
2) I have a girlfriend who I’m happy with.
3) …there is not three fucker.
The day can’t fucking go by without someone asking me, “DO YOU LIKE GARRETT?”
FOR FUCKS SAKE PEOPLE, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. NO, I DO NOT LIKE HIM.
Fuckldfksf’;gdf;lksfj dammit. I don’t. I just, don’t. He’s nice, and maybe, MAYBE if I wasn’t going out with Deven, I might date him, (If he liked me that is.) But for the love of god people, I have a girlfriend. Her name is Deven. You’ve prolly seen her. She throws raisins in the cafeteria.
COME ON PEOPLE. QUIT ACTING STUPID.
Okay. Done.
Good news- I’m pretty sure, *okay I am sure* that I’ll be getting a 2gb silver Ipod Nano.
yaaaay.
Done.
-Selph.
Why the HELL does my family have to be so goddamn fucking stupid at times? Why the HELL can we just sit and just fucking LISTEN FOR ONE GOD DAMN MINUTE, without fucking ARGUEING. I swear, I’m fucking sick of this shit. Now, even I am starting to get pissed off at Rival. Hell, I’m getting pissed at anyone.
I don’t give a shit if you all don’t like this. Yea, I have my faults too. But you don’t see me yelling and fucking screaming. Yea, I’ll pout, but I get the fuck over it in the end. This shit has gone on far enough. I’m fucking tired of hearing Duo and Rival fighting over trivial shit. Jesus. I’m pissed off at everyone. So, instead of argueing along with them, I’m just writing this.
I’m out to draw outside.
Bye Fuckers. >.<
-Selph.
So, this morning, I randomly decided to google “SelphieTerra” an old name I used to go by.
There was one result:
http://kingdomsues.livejournal.com/2004/09/16/
Now, I will say this, that story of mine? Old. And yes, it IS very bad.
What do you expect? I was first starting out. I won’t deny it, the story’s horrendous. I was embarresed to reread it.
BUT.
What would’ve happened if I had read it back in ‘04? I would’ve been crushed. Hell, I would’ve been crushed NOW, and would’ve said, “FUCK it, I’m never writing again”, if I didn’t know better.
Point is, is that, these people purposely go out, and find stories to humilate. It’s cruel, and in all honesty, just plain stupid.
The only times I honestly make fun of mary-sues and such, is if
1) The character is stolen and modified.
2) The picture is stolen
3) If it’s just really that bad.
But,even then, I don’t really make fun of it. I laugh and, “Wow, that kinda reminds me how bad I was. Oh well.” and me and Aya might laugh a little. Mainly, we could care less about mary-sues. Our main issue really is grammer and such.
But these people, what the hell do they expect? Not everyone is *POOF* a super writer. It takes time and practice. I was like, 10 when I wrote that.
In any event, I laughed at it. Shrugged. Told Aya. Yea, I was a bit peeved, (still am.) But, in the end, I’ll take the critism and use it. I might e-mail them a nice little e-mail telling them about how it takes time be a writer. I’m not gonna act pissy. They can take it as such, I won’t give a damn.
I’m out.
(P.S. A little sidenote: yes, Auriki’s hair was orignaly magenta. Magenta as in, the color Magenta is in Blues Clues. Not “HTML” magenta. Yes. They resorted to a cheap shot.
LULZ.)
I love it. Don’t you?
And it’s true, I do love cliches and killing them by overusing them.
BUTTSECKS PLZ?
Anyways,
I have a girlfriend now, her names Deven. She’s coming over to spend the night tonight actually. Soo, I’ve just been cleaning and such
I dunno what the hell we’re gonna do tonight. Most likely watch T.V and play video games until Rival gets home. Even then, I have no clue. xD;
Anyway, about Deven, she’s awesome. She makes me laugh, and I like that. =D
She’s pretty hot too, but I like the laughing part more.
Cause I like laughing.
O RRY?
YA RRRRRRY.
Mmm, I’ma go finish cleaning. I pretty much have to clean by myself. Rival helped me with our room. But, I have to clean the kitchen. >.> Aka, clean the counters, get rid of the trash, stack the dishes and do some of the dishes.
Oh don’t get me wrong, I should do some stuff, I mean, I am the one having company.
But, I’d like some fucking HELP. I’m not the only messy one in this family.
WE ALL ARE.
Oh well. No need for me to be emo about it.
Blah.
-Selph <3
EDIT:
THANK YOU DUO FOR MAKING MY LAYOUT. is that a thank you enough? ….>.> Eeesh, I’m sorry…
