So, Grandma’s back in the hospital. Dunno if she’s being admitted or not yet, though.
Everytime this happens, it’s still always slightly scary. (This time, of course, we didn’t call an ambulance - we just had Rival drive her.)
I don’t want to get in the way, but I still just can’t stand there.
It’s frustrating. I suppose this is the first time I’ve full on dealt with something like this. I mean, I was only like, 5 when Grandpa died.
In a way, I just want this to be done and over with. I don’t like seeing her suffering. I don’t want my last memories with her to be of pain. It’s being dragged on, and it’s not fair.
She’ll go to the hospital, come back feeling perfectly fine! then, a few months later, she’ll relapse.
The months in between? that’s growing shorter.
We can only hope so much. =\
Anyway, other things.
Seraph’s pretty nice. I like her a lot.
Granted, that’s also what I thought of her. So, of course I’m still slightly wary.
But, Duo likes her, and she makes him happy. So, even though I do a keep an eye on them, I don’t worry too much.
I still worry of course, But I tend to do that whenever a new girl comes onto the scene. I guess part of the reason WHY I don’t worry as much is because…
With Shey, I never really saw my dad and her go…out. I mean, with other people. Friends. I mean, they’d go out. But, just each other. Maybe that’s why things fell down. They got sick of each other. (Or at least, Shey got sick of Duo.)
But with Seraph and Duo, they make a point to include others with them. Not everytime of course, but like,
They go out drinking with Kari and Dave. I never, saw Shey and Duo go out like that with friends.
It’s weird how I pick up shit like that. =\ But still. It shows Seraph is sociable, no? Shey wasn’t really. She was more involved with people on the internet.
Granted, so was Duo. But Seraph pulls him away from that, I think.
Which, is good in my book. =)
-Selph
