Things
So, Grandma’s back in the hospital. Dunno if she’s being admitted or not yet, though.
Everytime this happens, it’s still always slightly scary. (This time, of course, we didn’t call an ambulance - we just had Rival drive her.)
I don’t want to get in the way, but I still just can’t stand there.
It’s frustrating. I suppose this is the first time I’ve full on dealt with something like this. I mean, I was only like, 5 when Grandpa died.
In a way, I just want this to be done and over with. I don’t like seeing her suffering. I don’t want my last memories with her to be of pain. It’s being dragged on, and it’s not fair.
She’ll go to the hospital, come back feeling perfectly fine! then, a few months later, she’ll relapse.
The months in between? that’s growing shorter.
We can only hope so much. =\
Anyway, other things.
Seraph’s pretty nice. I like her a lot.
Granted, that’s also what I thought of her. So, of course I’m still slightly wary.
But, Duo likes her, and she makes him happy. So, even though I do a keep an eye on them, I don’t worry too much.
I still worry of course, But I tend to do that whenever a new girl comes onto the scene. I guess part of the reason WHY I don’t worry as much is because…
With Shey, I never really saw my dad and her go…out. I mean, with other people. Friends. I mean, they’d go out. But, just each other. Maybe that’s why things fell down. They got sick of each other. (Or at least, Shey got sick of Duo.)
But with Seraph and Duo, they make a point to include others with them. Not everytime of course, but like,
They go out drinking with Kari and Dave. I never, saw Shey and Duo go out like that with friends.
It’s weird how I pick up shit like that. =\ But still. It shows Seraph is sociable, no? Shey wasn’t really. She was more involved with people on the internet.
Granted, so was Duo. But Seraph pulls him away from that, I think.
Which, is good in my book. =)
-Selph
Duo
Well, let me clarify things a bit here for you. I wanted to go out more often, and do social things. Shey did not. I wanted to go and do new things, Shey did not. I felt going out and mixing with people was a good thing.
Seraph and I do go out into the world. I happen to like it a whole lot. I know you’re wary, as you have a right to be. But, you have to remember that Seraph is a different person, and it’s dangerous to make comparisons.
Seraph does not pull me away, she’s a good person who *motivates* me to be with her, and do things with her because of who she is, and what she’s about.
You should also consider, she has shown a remarkable amount of personal integrity and put her money where her mouth is, when it comes to how she feels: despite the hassle, she comes to see me because she understands how much my responsibilities keep me from just up and doing things sometimes.
But, yeah, she’s a great woman. But, ive resisted the urge to make comparisons. Because Seraph is such a cool person, it would be unfair. When you make comparisons, you run the risk of making that person feel as though they have to hit some arbitrary bar that only you know.
But you are mostly spot on, and it’s good to know your feelings on this. Keep it up. I like knowing where you stand. =)
Selphie
I phrased things oddly. =\ Sorry about that.
But, yea. Like I said, Shey was always more interested in people on online, like with PP.
D=
But, yea.
=X
Seraph
I can relate to how frustrating it is to see your grandma go in and out of the hospital like that. I’m going through similar stuff with my grandma…and, yeah, it’s definately not fun! But, keep your spirits up! She’ll be back home before you know it! =)
Selphie
Heh, thanks. =D It means a lot.