Holy shit I’m in High School.
Yea, that hit me only last Friday as I was walking down the hallways.
Honestly, I don’t know what to feel these days. I’m in a realitionship with a guy who’s honestly trying to damn hard, and I don’t know how to break up with him without hurting him x10.
I also like someone else, who…happens to be a junior.
and has a girlfriend.
… It seems the saying, “The good ones are always taken” is true. >.>;;
It feels like the whole Garrett thing all over again.
I just wish I could be with someone I can relate too. The guy I happen to like is actually -interested- in the things -I’m- interested. The guy I’m with now is just watching the things I watch based on the fact I watch them.
He bought a fucking Naruto headband because I have one.
…>_______< And that’s one thing I absolutely hate.
Because apparently, when Brandon told him to watch Naruto, he didn’t. But when *I* said he should, he did.
HSHJGDHJKSR. That is really fucking annoying. I’m glad you like me that much, but if you honestly liked me that much, you’d just be yourself for christs sake.
In any event even when I do break up with him, I highly doubt I’ll ever date the guy I actually like. But hell, who knows? He always talks to me in the hallways and just today he randomly poked me for a few seconds. >////<
Jeez I feel like a silly teenage girl.
In other news, hopefully I’ll be able to be Haruhi Suzumiya for Halloween. I dunno if I’ll make it though, I might just buy one. =3
Anyway, I’ve got to get to bed.
P.S. as for dealing with the death, that’s been going more…smoothly? I don’t know. I keep wishing she was here. Oh well, at least she’s not having to worry about shit. Although, knowing her, she’s prolly worrying about us all right now….-___________-”
