so, like, I have a new boyfriend.
he’s really short, and compared to me, really quiet.
and I can already see it is not going to end good for him.
It seems I date people who are in awe of me. God knows why they are, but they seem intent on pleasing my every need and it annoys the everlasting shiiiittt outta me. I want a guy to ARGUE with me and poke fun at me. I don’t want a guy who agrees with EVERYTHING I say. It’s frustrating to say the least. Don’t get me wrong, Joe seems nice, but I can’t see myself with him for very long. It’s infuriating to say the least. Am I really THAT intimidating? I don’t see what’s so great about dating me. I don’t like answering the phone, I’m loud and obnoxious and half the time I get bored in a realitionship and start ignoring things. I do not see the appeal here people.
I have a feeling, once I am older I am going to gain a reputation as one who has many lovers. Because I CAN’T settle down. Staying with one person is as foreign to me as cleaning my room. (HAHA. a joke.) I don’t know HOW people do it really, and people who try when they know it’s useless are complete fucktards who need to learn to move on. Don’t get me wrong, there ARE realitionships that work. Duo and Seraph for instance. that lesbian couple that were the first to marry in Cali. but like, my mom and Tom for instance. THAT RELATIONSHIP ISN’T BLOODY WORKING.
why bother staying?! move on for chrissakes. Human beings are SOCIAL CREATURES. we are all narcisstic bastards and we might as well embrace it. My mother is a complete fucktard in that instance. “we have problems and we’re working on them.” FOR THE PAST…HOW MANY YEARS? Honestly.
I truely see why now, why my dad has told me I am going to be a heartbreaker.
staying in one realitionship for my whole life, sounds quite annoying and frustrating.
and for that matter, I have yet to cry when I break up with an ex-boyfriend/girlfriend. if anything I am relieved.
and that, my friends, is why boys have cooties.
