I barely listened to him. I liked his songs. But I never really you know, listened to them a whole lot.
I was born in the era after his peak, and instead got only to know the crazy freakshow noseless MJ.
But, I’m really…saddened by his death. I’m not surprised, no doubt. I don’t think MJ is a hero, or worthy of any worship.
But I’m sad.
He might’ve been crazy, but he was talented in some ways. And he didn’t deserve to die so tragically.
Anyone who knows me, knows I want to be in show business. It’s what I desire. I sometimes can’t stand to watch movies I love, because I wish so badly *I* was in them, doing what I love - acting. I want to become an icon, like James Dean…like MJ.
but I’m scared to death of that. Because you look at all the people that hollywood has turned into icons, and look at what happens to all of the talented people who go into Hollywood.
They end up dead, half the time, tragically, and Hollywood puts them up even furthur on the pedastal.
It scares me, in more ways then one.
I want to act, I want to become an icon, I want to be known for my talent.
But at what cost? My sanity? My life?
Don’t get me wrong, this is what I want to do in life, risks and all.
But this dark side of Hollywood is scary. People who are ACTUALLY talented, are always the ones to die.
People like, Lindsay Lohan, and Paris Hilton…even though they infinite amount of problems, they’re STILL futzing around hollywood, trashing the place up.
Fuck, Lindsay LOHAN should be dead, considering all the crack and alchocol and other countless shit she has done.
But instead you get Michael Jackson, dead from what is more then likely a overdose from pain medication addiction.
Not a ‘crack’ addiction like all these other little whores in Hollywood.
It pisses me off. MJ certaintly was a lunatic. But why the fuck is HE dead? Why is James Dean dead? Why are all the TALENTED PEOPLE In Hollywod the ones to be given the short end of the stick?
I am so tired of these people in Hollywood, the ones who are famous for nothing, the leeches, being able to live and continue to infect people with their shitastic faces.
Michael Jackson surely was crazy, and washed up.
But he was fucking ten times the person then these famewhoring talentless FUCKFACES that litter Hollywood. That’s why I feel the need to cry over MJ.
I will NEVER NEVER be that.
Fuck you ALL in Hollywood who buy into that shit.
FUCK YOU.
-Selphie.
